GAME

game game game..

aku dan game mang xboleh nak pisah..semua gajet aku, aku akan pastikan ade game dalam gajet tu. nak cakap aku ni game maniac xde lah sangat. tak sampai tahap tu pon lagi. hahaa. ape ingat girls tak boleh main game ke. oh btw nak cakap, aku tak kan main game girls.. its so boring xde yang mencabar langsung.. game yang aku download macam racing car (need for speed), counter strike,.. game lelaki lah yang selalu aku main, ahaaa, aku penah jugak main game bola. first time main terus dapat goal. bukan nak cakap ape, aku pakar main game kot. hahaha, proud weh.. selalu aku akan berlawan dengan adik aku lah, huh, dia tu bukan boleh kira. mak aku selalu bising dekat kitorang sebab selalu main game, tak study. alah tapi tu dulu sekarang mak aku dah okay dah. sebab masing-masing pon dah besar.. hehhee

EPILOG

AKU DI AKHIR SEMESTER

wehh dah nak final kot.. OMG OMG...banyak lagi assignment tak siap. haha, hancur semua angan - angan dan juga harapan aku di awal semester dulu-dulu... kononnya nak bangun pukul 4, sudah nya aku tidur dari malam sampai esok pagi, nasib baiklah subuh tak terlepas. hee. and aku jugak tak dapat ubah penampilan aku dan juga buang sikap maluku itu.. kihkih.. namun, at the end of semester aku still dapat buat banyak kawan. tu yang aku proud sangat. macam-macam jenis orang aku jumpa, group projek tak payah cakap. dapat pulak dengan orang yang tak kenal tah datang dari mane and aku tak tahu pon kewujudan dia. but its a nice to know them. final seperti biase study last minit, aku harap jelah aku dapat cover semua topic. takde lah gabra sangat nanti. at least aku tahu ape bende tu.. hehehe.. wish best for the final. bye !

DONT TRUST ANYBODY

dont trust anybody... nampak macam kejam ayat tu, tapi tu lah hakikat nya di dunia reality.. kau tak boleh nak percayakan sangat semua orang. semua orang boleh bagi macam - macam reaksi. tetapi dalam hati hanya ALLAH SWT yang tahu. mungkin perit untuk kau hadapi bila orang yang kau percaya tiba-tiba berpaling arah dari kau. kau rase ??atau mungkin kau akan berfikir ' oh mungkin aku tak sepadan dengan kau'... tapi ade jugak lah insan yang baik dan boleh kau percaya. tapi tak banyak lah. but once kau dah dapat orang yang kau trust tolong lah jangan tinggal kan dia. just stay dengan dia. entry aku hari ni mungkin adalah berdasarkan pengalam aku, percaya atau tak aku hanya ade 2 3 orang je yang aku percaya sangat-sangat selain family aku lah. so i wish orang-orang yang aku percaya always dekat dengan aku. aku tak nak kehilangan dorang. its so sad when see people leave in your life. aku dah tak sanggup nak percaya betol-betol pada orang lain. sebab pada akhir nya aku juga yang terluka. so maybe beetol lah kan aku selalu dengar orang cakap 'dengar boleh percaya jangan'.. hahaha. bye !

PROLOG

AKU DI AWAL SEMETER

kehidupan di awal semester sangat indah, seindah pelangi.. hahaha.. aku mula kan hari aku di awal semester dengan penuh semangat dan azam yang tinggi untuk menyiapkan semua tugasan dalam masa yang pantas. aku juga berazam untuk fokus dalam kelas.. di awal semester aku bangun pagi sebab excited nak belajar benda baru nak cuba buat kawan baru and nak juga menjadi peramah seperti orang lain. dalam diam aku berhasrat untuk mengubah personaliti aku untuk nampak lebih menyerlah dari segi penampilan, buang segala sifat pemalu yang aku ada. dan everyone jugak mesti akan ada azam sama macam aku kan..? haha, kalau ikutkan everyday nak stay up dari pkul 4 pagi sampai subuh esok tu. bukan ape nak stayup sebab time ni xde orang yang bangun lagi and suasane pon tenang je aman je nak study. i wish my dream come true lah kan. and hope dapat lah capai semua azam-azam aku tu... kekekek....

NOT INTERESTED

today my entry is about NOT INTERESTED.. there is a few thing that i really not interested and i really dont care bout it.. first, is a movie with a HORROR genre..i really NOT INTERESTED in that genre. it is because im feel so scared and then im start to think that ghost is real.. i think not so many girls that want to watch the horror movie. so i will avoid to watch the horror movie to keep my images.. hehehe.. second is, im NOT INTERESTED in reading a magazine. if i have a choose to pick between comic or magazine. then definitely i will choose comics. because comics sometimes its look like silly but, they always give us advice and tell us how to survive in the world. comics is really the best. maybe i should stop here. hee, see ya ! lets spread a positive vibes dude.

Cartoon

"Cartoon????"my mum laugh and make fun of me.Then i asked my mum "what wrong with that?".
 "You are twenty one, my dear.Why you are still watching cartoon?"My mum reply.My mum's answer make me wondering and called to write about it.As all of you know cartoon normally cant be separate from kid or child right? So i was thinking is it weird for me to love cartoon too?I wondering about all of cartoon lover out there?Do you feel the same or maybe it just me who feel this way?Hmmm, i have no idea. Even though  i have no rigid answer for my mum's question but there are something that i can be sure of why i am so fancy about this cartoon things.Some of the reason why i am crazy about cartoon is the way they present the story of that cartoon.How they emphasized on every emotion of the scene sometimes make me touch and value it as a lesson.Sometimes i realized that actually cartoon teach me how to managed my life when i encounter the same problem in my real life.Cartoon actually has a lot of its moral value such as friendship and family.Besides, cartoon also bring us into a new world that we cant face in a real life.Lastly, as in my opinion why i am still graving for cartoon actually because it can bring me joy and make my stress fly away so it is not wrong for watching it even at my age but of course we have to used it in a good world and do not let our self carried away .How about you guys???

MY MUMMY AND DADDY

there is so much i wanna say to you mom and dad. but idk how to express my words. so im like this, i will show my love towards affection and action. so hope both of you will understand it.. hee.  if not because both of you maybe i will not in here. im really greatful that im your daughter.. if i have a second chance to live definitely i will choose both of you. because you guys are super duper superb. its really amazing. you always taught us about how to live well, how to be well manner. thankfully that you guys a really caring about us. wahhh im really love you guys. i dont wanna to loose you. seeing you guys a re happy and smile all the way is a really make me smile without im notice it. so im hope that i can repay for all work that you did to me and other siblings. thanks to be a strong person. thanks for everything that i can say it, because you guys this too much for us. hope that i can make you guys happy.  

'IM NOT AFRAID TO DO THINGS FOR THE FIRST TIME BECAUSE I HAVE BOTH OF YOU THAT ALWAYS ENCOURAGE ME'

LIMITED EDITION

whats mean with this title ? LIMITED EDITION ??  hahah, today nak cerita lah sikit pasal title ni. perempuan, girl, women is a LIMITED EDITION !! why would i say like that ? sebab ALLAH S.W.T sangat - sangat menjaga wanita. wanita adalah golongan yang mudah untuk masuk ke syurga. jadinya kita as a wanita perlu jaga kehormatan diri. dont be too show off with your assets. jage lah sikit aurat tu. its all for your own sake. just remember this ' sedikit aurat wanita terbuka, selangkah ayahnya masuk ke neraka. (Nauzubillahiminzalik).. act bukan lah nak tunjuk i ni alim sangat but its about tanggungjawab as a muslim. wanita sangat precious. so just jaga diri. buat diri tu LIMITED EDITION, jangan lah nampak kan diri tu terlalu murah and mudah untuk lelaki approach. wanita yang cantik bukan nya dari segi muka tapi cantik tu semula jadi datang nya dari dalam diri. kalau muka tu cantik Alhamdulillah kira bonus lah. last but not least, i nak pesan please...tolonglah jangan biarkan bagi bukan mahram suka - suka pegang kita. its not our budaya. just behave, lau tak, kahwin je lah, senang.. kekekeke. thats all.. keep this in mind 'WE ARE LIMITED EDITION'

xxxLIFE GETTING HARDERxx

xxx LIFE GETTING HARDER xxx

everyday our life is full of surprise and sometimes miracle.but not everyday is a happy day. we all know bout it, sometimes it feels like world is upside down, sometimes we feel really lonely and sometimes we just annoying. its really a real life. now matter what we still have to be alive. with the current situation we feel like we wanna go move to another country, and for student we have problem to get a job. idk how im in my future. hope that i still can survive till the end. but we need to think in positive way to. life that getting harder will make us to be more matured in decision making and take action. idk, maybe we could make a self preparation for the upcoming surprise. hoping for a miracle and put you trust on ALLAH S.W.T, because He has a good plan for us.

EMOSI

emosi adalah perkara yang perlu kita kawal mengikut keadaan persekitaran. sekiranya tidak dikawal maka akan berlaku perkara yang tidak diingini seperti salah paham, pergaduhan dan sebagainya. malahan kita sebagai umat Islam sudah di ajar untuk mengawal emosi. emosi yang terjejas akibat daripada kemarahan hendaklah segera dielakkan. hal ini kerana, kemarahan ini semakin menjadi dengan hasutan syaitan. dan sesungguhnya syaitan itu datangnya daripada api. api akan terpadam sekiranya disimbah dengan air. maka dapat dilihat disini, kemarahan yang bangkit boleh dipadakan dengan mengambil wudhu' atau pun duduk untuk tenangkan diri dan berfikiran secara rasional. emosi terganggu kadangkala disebabkan terlalu banyak berfikir dan selalu berfikiran negatif. ini adalah tidak baik untuk tubuh dan diri kita. oleh itu, kawal lah emosi anda selagi mampu. hehehe. anyway lets spread a POSITIVE energy

TRUE FRIEND NEVER LEAVE

having so many friend doesn't will make you happy, because sometimes they just use you for some advantages. so we have to be careful in making friend. im not saying we have to be so hipokrit, but we NEED to choose rightly. dont just make friend to get enjoy or what ever and when the times comes you just leave them. what a shame... a true friend will stay with us forever and ever. they always besides us whenever we need it. how beautiful it is.  psychology said that ' when we friend with someones that more than 7 years, that we say a true friend or BFF '. same goes to me i have 2 BFF that really i love. they always listen to my voice, hearing my problems. they also know how to enjoy. i promise to myself not to hurt them, always be there for them and do anything for them. yup, this is my promise. my dearest friend, you can keep my words..

NAFSU

Lelaki mempunyai 9 akal dan 1 nafsu ; Wanita mempunyai 9 nafsu dan 1 akal. Asal usul ungkapan ini ada tercatat dalam sumber sejarah

dinyatakan bahawa ungkapan ini adalah hasil daripada interaksi antara insan mulia yang bernama Rabiah Al Adawiyah dengan tokoh sufi yang terkenal iaitu Imam Hasan Al Basri.

Suatu hari Hasan Al-Basri bersama dua orang sahabatnya bertandang ke rumah Rabi’ah Adawiyyah dengan tujuan meminangnya untuk salah seorang daripada mereka. Rabi’ahAdawiyah menyambut hasrat mereka itu dengan baik, tetapi dengan syarat mereka mestilah dapat menjawab soalan yang dikemukakan olehnya. Rabi’ah bertanya: “Berapa banyakkah nafsu lelaki dan berapa pula nafsu perempuan?” Lantas Hasan Basri menjawab: “Nafsu lelaki hanya satu, manakala nafsu perempuan sebanyak sembilan nafsu.” Lalu Rabi’ah pun menyambut jawapan itu dengan katanya: “Jika benar demikian, kenapa kamu yang bernafsu satu tidak mampu menahannya sedangkan aku yang mempunyai sembilan nafsu sanggup berbuat demikian?” Mendengar jawapan paku buah keras itu, Hasan Basri pun berlalu pergi bersama sahabatnya sambil menangis sehingga membasahi janggut mereka.

Daripada gaya perjalanan cerita ini, jelas kepada kita bahawa bukanlah ungkapan lelaki mempunyai 9 akal dan 1 nafsu ; Wanita mempunyai 9 nafsu dan 1 akal bermaksud untuk merendahkan kaum hawa. Jauh sekali untuk menghina mereka. Bahkan cerita ini meningkatkan lagi martabat kaum hawa dan maruah diri mereka. 

kesimpulannya, jangan lah kita terlalu bias dengan seorang ulama'. hanya bersikap berlapang dada

RECOMMENDDED SONG

listening to song just make me feel alive and get a better mood. i dont know how everyone express their feeling toward someone. hee, as for me, i always use a lyric of the song just to express my feeling. because im really bad at expressing my feeling by word... song not only for express feeling, but its also help us to improve our language and it may help to encourage us. im listening to many song no matter what language they are sing. so i will recommend some song that will make you feel high and cheers..

1. BLUE SKY - CNBLUE
2. PERFECT - SIMPER PLAN
3. DRAG ME DOWN - 1D
4. TRY AGAIN SMILE AGAIN - CNBLUE
5. UP TOWN FUNK - BRUNO MARS

Thats 5 list top song that i will listen whenever i feel down .. MUSIC MAKES ME HIGH..

HOLIDAY

when talk bout holiday, everyone will super duper like it, no matter how old is he or she. for everyone, holiday is like to free our mind and stressful from a daily life. sometimes holiday just need two days. that enough to get our body relax. but if we get a chance holiday for a week, that is really awesome. dont need to think so much bout work. wahh its really the best feeling ever. but the most happy person every time holiday is student high school, prime school. for university student, of course we feel happy but we need to do the assignment :'( ....  so for student just enjoy it holiday while you can. heheh.. my wish is i hope everyday is like holiday, no work no stressful.

5 TIPS PENJAGAAN KULIT MUKA

kulit muka sangat sensitif terhadap keadaan persekitaran.. contoh nya, persekitaran yang berdebu, persekitaran kotor dan lain - lain yang menyebabkan kulit muka menjadi rosak. perempuan sangat sensitif tentang muka, kerana muka merupakan asset penting bagi perempuan. maka, disini, saya ingin memberikan beberapa tips untuk menyegarkan kulit muka dan menjadikan muka kelihatan berseri dan flawless gitu..

1. Membasuh Muka. sebelum anda tidur, perlulah membasuh muka dengan dengan pencuci muka yang bersesuaian dengan kulit muka anda. jika anda orang yang tidak menggunakan pencuci muka, anda juga perlu membasuh muka. ini dapat menyegarkan muka dan mencuci muka dari kotoran.
2. Teh Hijau. minum teh hijau sekurang - kurangnya dua kali sehari. teh hijau baik untuk pengoksidaan yang mengurangkan jerawat di muka.
3. Minyak sayuran. gunakan minyak sayuran sebagai pelembab muka.
4. Jangan Campr Produk Kecantikan. ini kerana ia boleh menyebabkan kulit muka akan menjadi rosak. (PENTING)

hope berguna tips ini untuk you alls..

...FOOD...

when we talk about food, there is plenty of food that we know and we had tried it before right ? im pretty sure that you guys must really love to eat, because im also a big eater. i cant stay still when i see a marvelous food in front of me. i will make sure to taste it. in Malaysia, we get taste so many food but not only Malaysian food, there is also have Japanese food, Korean foods and so on. and still Malaysian food is the best among the rest. hahaha.... as my experience, travel to Korea and get to eat their food is a wonderful memory. but i cant still forget bout Malaysian food. when im in Korea i will find the Malaysian restaurant..my favorite Malaysian food is 'Laksa Penang', at first i try eat that food it give me a goosebumps because its really delicious. my friend introduce it to me. so whenever i go to somewhere or stop at RnR, for sure i will order Laksa. kekeke.  What are your favorite Malaysian dishes?

CANT WAIT IT

yes finally the day that i waiting for is around the corner. ahh seriously cant wait for tomorrow. you know what ? my parents are coming home tomorrow. they arrived at 8.30 p.m. i wanna fetch them and wanna hug them. because im really miss them. words cant describe how i feel right now. its been 42 days without them. and yes i wanna meet them. i know they also must be happy and really excited to see us. hehehe. hope they safely arrive at Malaysia tomorrow. please my friend pray for my parents and their friend.. and also i hope that i can go to Mecca one day..   aminn

SESAL

menyesal x buat macam ni... menyesal x dengar cakap mak.. hurmm... in life dah berape banyak kali entah hadir nye rase kesal dan menyesal tu. so untuk elak kan dari rase menyesal tu ade. kite ni kene lah buat proper plan. bile dah buat plan  cantik - cantik kite kene ikut plan tersebut. then, yang penting 'PUT YOUR TRUST ON ALLAH' .. usaha, doa, tawakal.. berserah sepenuh nya kepada Allah. if ape yang kite buat tu tak jadi jangan lah mengeluh, sebalik nya berfikiran positif. bermuhasabah diri. mungkin Allah ade plan yang lagi baik untuk kite. yelah, kite ini hanya manusia biase. hanya mampu merancang. yang menentukan ialah Allah. so please dont rase menyesal dengan ape yang kite dah buat. its not good. hee    

MY IDOL

my life get inspired by someone that being call as idol. i have been interesting aand like him so much since he start his career and debut as an actor. one year after that he debut as a singer. he has a band that cal CNBLUE. this band has 4 members which is LEE JONGHYUN, KANG MINYUK, LEE JUNGSHIN, AND..... Im not gonna say too much bout this band but honestly they are cool and awesome. you all must be curious bout who is HE rite ? the 4th member of CNBLUE.. okay2 hold on, i will introduce it immediately.

NAME : JUNG YONGHWA

BAND : CNBLUE

POSITION : LEADER,  MAIN GUITARIST,  MAIN VOCALIST 

D.O.B : 22.6.1986

yup, he is YONGHWA. i fall in love with him because he has the attitude that all the MAKCIK2 like, hehehe.what i wanna say he is like 'lelaki melayu terakhir lah' because he is really a well manners person, so polite and plus he is really humble even though he is richer. and the most important he even care bout his fans. in a 27 years he got all what he wants. its all from hard work. this is what people say 'WHAT YOU GIVE YOU GET BACK' he really genius and talented. he never tired from being fail. what i really like is he always smile no matter what what happen. always spread a positive energy. i dont know how he hold the anger, sadness and so on. im really impress with him. so i will stop here. that is too much i wanna say bout him. im really admire him because f his manner.. despite of he is a singer and yaa he is to awesome not only on the stage but also in a real life...

BEBAN

Hari ni entry cakap melayu lah pulak. kekekek. if korang dengar pasal beban ape yang korang fikirkan ? beban hutang ? beban dengan banyak masalh, assingment ? mesti macam2 beban dah korang fikirkan tu kan ? tp dalam banyak2 beban, sis rase beban yang family kita tanggung nila yang paling berat and paling susah, (mungkinlah, sebab sis xtahu, xkawen lagi) hee. mak abah selalu je bagi ape yang kite nak, even time tu dorang punye gaji tak masuk lagi. tapi dorang akan usaha kan jugak dengan ape cara sekalipun demi anak2. sweet kan mak abah kite ? just satu je nak cakap, kite as anak ni jangan lah terlalu berharap sangat dekat duit parents, yelah dorang pon nak jugak simpan duit untuk buat pergi HAJI dan UMRAH. selagi kite ade kudrat dan sihat tubuh bada, mohonlah korang belajar rajin2 and kerja sungguh2, nanti boleeh lah dapat tampung beban mereka pulak, mula2 tanggung sikit je nanti lame2 boleh lah tanggung semua, InsyaAllah. mereka semakin tua and hargailah mereka, bahagie kan mereka macam mane mereka happy kan kite tiime kite keick2 dulu. :)

10.10

10.10.13 is a special date for me, because i get a chance to make a short vacay
 with my mom,

 i feel really grateful and exciting at the same time. 

The thing that make me more excited because that place is in one of my
 dream..

 Guest what, i have been to KOREA..

 Its really the best moment i had it. That vacay been 5 days and 4 night. 

We go so many place, and we try so many Korean food. 
We go to NAMSAN TOWER,

 that place is really popular among couple. Because that place is being 
call lock-love.

 And yess, we put one lock at that tower as memories n experience. 

Hope that i can go there for a many times, 

ENJOY YOUR LIFE

Hi guys, we meet again. As you see my title, then you know what i wanna talk for 

this entry.

 Life is short so we have to enjoy it and make a beautiful memory. 

Life is not bout finding yourself but life is bout creating yourself.

 So u have the own right to create your life n u have a choice on how u wanna 
make ur life b cool... 

just do what you wanna do w/o thinking bout what other people.. 

You have the ability is more than you imagine. 

Of course sometimes we feel tired from learning, but try to imagine n put yourself 
in your future..

 If you ask yourself Q like : “what does it matter what i do pleases me the most ?”

 it will also help you learn more bout yourself..

 A dream doesn’t become reality trough magic,

 it takes a lot of determination and hard work to make it to the top.

MENTOR

Mentor...im pretty sure all of you must have a mentor. Since primary school all student had been exposure with this program that call mentor - mentee..

 Mentor for a teacher and the mentee for student. Every student must have one mentor. The advantage of

 having mentor is, they can guide us and give some tips or advice whenever we have a problem. 

We can assume that mentor is just like our mom and dad. 

So, we have to respect them and dont be rude.

 Because no one knows that someday they will help us. 

They also have heart and feeling..thats all for today. Hope enjoy read this entry..

ITS OKAY TO BE KPOPPERS

Hye guys, this weeks my entry is bout being kpoppers.. 

The definition of K-poppers is a fan of k-pop music...

i know mybe some of u will think that why must be kpoppers ? 

Why not belieber or directioners ?? Its all depends on what we interest in music... 

We cant force people to like a thing that you like, its really annoying okay if someone force you. 

For me, as long we as kpoppers not disturb you guys, so why must you hate us.

 It is becoz u guys jealous with korean people ? Becoz they are more beautiful than you ?

 more handsome ? Hahaha, what a shame, we listen to their music because they make a nice song.

 Yaa we may dont understand bout the Korean language but we always can learn bout it..

so, i just wanna say differ people differ ways...people cant be always same. Hee :) see yaa.

MISS BOTH OF YOU...!!

life w/o mom and dad is really hard..but dont misunderstand, because both of them are go on pilgrimage. (Alhamdulillah) ...their flight schedule on 13 September 2015 and Insyallah on 25 Ocktober 2015 they will back to Malaysia.. wahh im so excited , cant wait to fetch them at airpot...

everyday i"ll count day till they are back...its only been 2 weeks since they go but i reallyyy miss them so much. words cant describe how i need them and wanna they be with me...yup i admit it that im really close with them and i never be apart with them.. huhu... :'(. so everyday i will whatsapp with them , eventhought they busy but they still reply my chat,.. the time from Mecca differ 5hour with time in Malaysia. so if here are night then at Mecca is a day...i dont wanna to bother them with telling that we really miss them, in order to control the feeling miss them i will pray both will be safe at there. hope everything will be ease and back here in safe flight. my love for you will never be change and always im waiting both of you.. 1 month to go. excited bout it....

OBSES

Hello guys, for today entry is about OBSES. For sure, you guys already know the meaning of OBSES right ? nahh its okay if you wanna me to talk a little bit meaning of OBSES....OBSES is something that we REALLY LIKE at one things. and we able to get it no matter how hard it is. 

For me, im so obses listening to CNBLUE's SONG ...CNBLUE also known as Code Name Blue, is a South Korean rock band, this band only have 4 members... with only 4 members its really easy to recognize them and easy to remember their name. heee...so im not confusing with their name. 

every week and every day, i will listen to their song. one day without listening to their song its really can ruin my mood for the whole day. i will become moody and not energetic. they had compose many song and they produce their own album ...(im so proud with you guys,, hwaiting) they compose many genre song (rock,slow rock, ballad).

 everytime they realease their album, i will stay alert and buy the album online, buy it straight to their company....to get that album i will make saving and struggle to make it happen... :) for now i have all their album, total of album i have is about 8' pieces.. all of their song is my favourite. but there is one song that im so OBSES, i cant stop from listening it. it melt my heart when im !st time hear this song. the title of the song is BLUE SKY. this song is written and compose by leader of CNBLUE in 2011. .so i have listening to this song bout 4 years maybe,, wow sounds like crazy fans.. haha, (who cares)

BLUE SKY.....this song its not about the gloomy day that we had every Monday morning...this song is about how we live, what should we do to still alive...no one can change you accept YOU. you have to control yourself to achieve your dream....sometimes its okay not to be okay and you just close your eyes and feels it coming, its getting stronger than you see. This song is really mean to me because its have a good lyric that always inspire me to become more stronger and not to give up easily. you guys also have to try listen to this song. no worry because this song they sang in english no in hangul. and their pronounce is really good, we can understand what they sing..

so thats for today..OBSES..till we meet again in the next entry... :)